So, is it shallow of me to openly admit that I'm only interested in attractive men with large penises and are local? Probably. But I've that, at 19 years old, if you think you've found the one you're going to grow old with... you're wrong. I've been in love with the same person since I was young, but because of my own stupidity he hates me now. I cried, bitched, and watched sad movies for weeks (okay, so I still do occasionally) but then I realized... I don't want to be with him right now. I mean, of course, I DO but by the same token, only 2% of relationships at our age end up in marriage, so I'd rather get all of my practice in with people I don't care about as much, and that way, one day, if is meant to be, it will. In all honestly, I love him far too much to hold him back from anything, and, seeings as we became long distance because of an unfortunate series of events, I wouldn't ask him to do anything I wouldn't do. He's too good for me anyhow. Bleh.
ANYHOW, I digress. According to my mother, it's shallow. In my opinion, it's thoughtful. To each their own, I suppose.
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